Weekend

Its finally my weekend! This last week has been rough - albeit not nearly as rough as the one before. I am currently in one of my many reflective stages where I evaluate everything in my life and if I still believe everything I've believed up until now. I currently am obsessing over the possibility of switching to vegetarianism. As of right now the only meat I currently eat is boneless, skinless chicken breast and ground beef. I've never been into steak, fish, or really any poultry other than BL/SL. Hopefully there wont be too much difficulty transitioning, but I don't know what it will be like so I really cant say. Recipe searching is my goal for right now - with a planned transition next week. Thankfully, I have Reddit for recipes and friends and family who have made the transition for mental support.

This morning as the first morning back to the gym since this freaking cold/sinus bug hit. Im feeling amazing right now as endorphins flow through my body. I've always been a yo-yo dieter, and clearly its never worked before. The most successful I was happened to be right before J and I got married. I didnt lose a lot but I certainly toned up. I weighed 155 when J and I met...and weight 185 when we got married 2 years later. Its crazy how fast the weight adds up. The screwed up part is that it figures out to be less than 2 pounds a month - makes me angry just thinking about it. Currently I have lost 21 pounds since I started again in June. However, I have a lot more to lose than 30 pounds. Oh well, slow and steady win the race, right?